I’m tired. I’m really excited because I finally got some of my papers done. Once again I tripped and fell while writing my essays and then I dragged myself to the finish line, sometimes after everyone else had been gone for weeks. But the good thing is I don’t think it will affect my grades too much.
I’m so sad. Tomorrow is the anniversary of my stepdad’s death. I still miss him and I still cry. I don’t think a day goes by without me remembering him and everything that happened. I’m upset that I can’t be there with my mother. I know she will be okay but I wish I was able to be there to support her and not just over the phone.
I’m happy. My marriage, that has been great. We get along very well, even through our rare fights. They are never anything serious and we usually end up laughing.
I used to have a few doubts about our timing but now I’m glad we went ahead and got married in July. It’s the best thing I ever did and I don’t regret anything about it.
I’m stressed. We don’t have enough money to go home for Christmas. It sucks, it makes me sad and then things in general have been stressed financially. I even missed a few payments on my credit card. Hopefully, I’ll be caught up soon.
I have another break in January. I think we’ll be able to go home then. then i’ll get to see my family and friends.
anyway, must go write another paper.
